Cos' I had a bad day!
Monday, December 24, 2007 at 2:45 AM
Hello (:It's been really a long time since I blogged again~ Sorry. Packed with work and more work! Hmmm, recently, things didn't went smoothly for me. But Im really happy that He was with me throughout my days of obstacles. I know He planned it out for me and I tried my best to deal with them.
But somehow, I think I got out of hand. Im lost and upset. I can't seem to feel happy which isn't what He wants me to feel. I know that. But recently many things have been happening. So quickly that now, just to think of it, I feel so pressurized and stressful. People make mistakes, we LEARN from them but somehow when people make mistakes, there are some who feel that if they do not keep reminding them of this mistake, they will never learn. It's as if they want this mistake to be carved and remain forever in your mind that it kind of demoralises you. Ya, try to look on a brighter side of this matter, but to some, 'How?' is the question. People tend to feel that by going hard on you, things can be solved, but what about those who are soft-hearted? They turn HARD on you.
I don't know why Im saying all these. Many things are going through my mind. Even though I'll be off to Malaysia in about 4 hours time, the enthusiatic and exciting thought of it kind of fade away. Will I enjoy this? Hmmm, Always Look On The Bright Side Of Life. I always try to remember that. & I really hope I'll have fun in Malaysia. Haven't been there for a longggg timeeeee. Yeap.
But Im thankful to have friends that care so much about me. Im very very happy. Especially people like Alicia, Yiru, Terrence and Alvin. I mean they would give you sudden pats, hugs, concerns that brightens up your day. Even mere words of like, 'How's work?' and stuff seriously show how much they want to know in your life. Ya, it might be just simple words, but to me, it's words of LOVE. (: Somehow, the warmth from them just warmed up in me & Im always reminded of what this brothers and sisters are for. Im blessed to have them. Thank You Father. (=
Watched 'The Warlords' today. A movie with GREAT PLOTS seriously. Im fascinated by it. & because of that show, Im reminded of the brotherhood and sisterhood with my fellow mates. In Warlords, the three generals pledged to die and be with each other no matter what. & if one of them kills one of them, he will have to die in the other brother's hands. Brotherhood, I mean it's not so like that for me between my brothers and sisters. But more of the pledging to stay and keep in contact. I don't wanna lose friends like them!!!
Thanks for the exchange of presents brothers and sisters. Have a great X'mas and although I can't celebrate with you all, in my heart, like today, we have celebrated it together (= Friends Forever!
& to My Cousins; Fel,Est,Ju,Tj,Sam,Steph & KAT! (=
Sorry for not joining you all this year for Christmas. Im really sorry & I hope to spend New year with all of you!! Haha. Have a great Christmas ok? & may you be filled with happiness and love! Miss ya all!
Take care everyone. & even though it's just 4 days away from you all, (or maybe even more ><) I'll miss you!! People like ALICIA, QIANN, RURU, TERRENCE, ALVIN ZHANG, CHEEJIE, SHENGDA, WEILONG & lots more, i'll miss ya'll!! Hah. Night mates, readers, brothers and sisters. Have a great X'mas! May peace be with ya'll. Take care! & DRINK LOTS OF WATERRRRR~~